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The Real Reason Why You Keep Repeating Toxic Relationship Cycles (It’s Not About Them)


If you’re reading this, you’ve probably done the work. You’ve read the books, watched the videos, and named the pattern: Narcissism. Codependency. Trauma bond. You know what a red flag looks like, and you can spot a toxic person a mile away.


So why, after all that growth, does that familiar, sinking feeling sometimes creep back in? Why do you occasionally find yourself entertaining the same emotionally unavailable person, dating the same fixer-upper project, or feeling pulled back into the chaos you worked so hard to escape?


The simple answer is that the greatest obstacle to your healing isn’t the toxic people you leave behind; it’s the comfort of the familiar chaos inside you.


Your Nervous System Craves the Familiar


We often talk about love and relationships from a purely emotional or logical perspective. The core driver of toxic relationship cycling is actually your nervous system.


Your nervous system is wired for survival, and it interprets “familiar” as “safe,” even if that familiarity is steeped in drama, anxiety, and eventual heartbreak. If the environment you grew up in was characterized by walking on eggshells, conditional love, and unpredictable conflict, your nervous system learned that chaos is normal.


When you meet a genuinely calm, secure, and respectful partner, your system doesn’t recognize the peace. It feels boring. It feels wrong. It feels unsafe. This internal alarm isn’t asking you to run toward the new person; it’s screaming for you to return to the familiar, high-stress state it knows how to survive.


The True Addiction Isn’t to the Person – It’s to the Pattern


The person who hurt you might be gone, but the trauma loop they created is still operating inside your body. That loop is activated by the rush of hope, the crash of rejection, and the desperate scramble for validation.


When you feel that magnetic pull back toward an ex, or when you feel bored with a healthy partner, it’s not because you secretly love the toxicity. It’s because your system is craving the adrenaline, the cortisol, and the emotional roller coaster that feels like the love you knew.

Breaking the cycle isn’t about finding a new person; it’s about establishing a new normal within yourself.


Re-Wiring for True Peace


To stop craving the chaos, you must teach your nervous system that calm is safe. This is where the real “shadow work” comes in, and it’s why healing is a messy, internal job.


Stop Confusing Intensity with Intimacy:

When you feel that intense, all-consuming rush for a person, pause. That is often a trauma response, not romantic love. True intimacy feels calm, predictable, and safe. Learn to recognize and value the quiet presence of security.


Practice Grounding Rituals:

When the urge to seek external validation or drama hits, stop and regulate your system. This might be 60 seconds of deep breathing, splashing cold water on your face, or moving your body. Interrupt the trauma loop before it can take over your decision-making.


Identify Your “Boredom” Triggers:

Healthy relationships can feel stagnant to someone used to constant highs and lows. When you feel “bored,” ask yourself: Is this boredom, or is it simply peace? If it’s peace, sit in it. Let the calm discomfort wash over you until your body learns to trust it.


You are not broken. You are simply healing a deep-seated survival mechanism. Reclaiming your peace is the bravest act of self-love you can commit. It’s a choice to stop letting your past dictate your future. You deserve a love that feels like rest, not a relentless battle.

Healing from Narcissistic Relationships, Codependency & Attachment Trauma

Heal from narcissistic abuse, codependency, and attachment trauma. Learn how to rebuild self-worth, set boundaries, and reclaim your life with Tranquil Balance.

Breaking Free:

Why We Stay in Toxic Relationships

If you’ve ever asked yourself “Why do I keep ending up with narcissists?” or “Why do I lose myself in relationships?”—you’re not alone.

When I first began studying narcissistic abuse and codependency, I realized something powerful: these patterns don’t happen by accident. They’re often rooted in attachment trauma from childhood—homes where love was conditional, emotions were dismissed, or boundaries weren’t respected.

One client once shared, “I thought if I loved harder, they would finally love me back.” That belief kept her trapped in cycles of over-giving and heartbreak until she learned how to rebuild her self-worth. Stories like hers are not unique—they’re the reality for many survivors.

What Codependency Really Looks Like

Codependency is more than “being too nice.” It’s a survival strategy. Common signs include:

  • Difficulty saying “no”
  • Prioritizing others over yourself
  • Feeling responsible for other people’s emotions
  • Anxiety when someone pulls away
  • Believing your worth depends on keeping others happy

At its core, codependency is self-abandonment—trading your needs, voice, and identity for a false sense of love or security.

The Narcissistic Cycle of Abuse

Narcissistic abuse often begins with love bombing—lavish attention and promises of forever. Over time it shifts into:

  • Gaslighting: Making you question your own reality.
  • Devaluation: Withdrawing affection or respect.
  • Control: Criticism, manipulation, or isolation.

For a codependent, this feels like home—familiar, even if painful. That’s what makes it so difficult to leave.

How Attachment Styles Shape Your Relationships

Your attachment style is the invisible blueprint behind your relationship patterns:

  • Anxious Attachment → over-giving, fear of abandonment, needing constant reassurance.
  • Avoidant Attachment → fear of intimacy, emotional distancing, shutting down.
  • Disorganized Attachment → a mix of both—wanting closeness but fearing it at the same time.

The good news? Attachment wounds can heal. Moving toward secure attachment means relationships that are mutual, safe, and fulfilling.

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5 Steps to Reclaim Your Power After Narcissistic Abuse

Healing takes courage, but these five steps can help you rebuild from the inside out:

  1. Name the Pattern
    Awareness is power. Label gaslighting, love bombing, or people-pleasing for what they are so you can break denial.
  2. Rebuild Self-Worth
    Journaling, affirmations, and shadow work help you reconnect with your authentic self. Healing is remembering who you were before you were told you weren’t enough.
  3. Set Boundaries Without Guilt
    Boundaries are not walls—they are self-respect. Saying “no” is an act of protection, not punishment.
  4. Heal Attachment Wounds
    Through inner child work, therapy, or coaching, you can release old stories that kept you stuck in toxic cycles.
  5. Find Safe Support
    Healing isn’t meant to be done alone. Accountability and compassion from a trusted coach, therapist, or support group accelerate recovery.

Why Healing Is Hard—And Worth It

Leaving a narcissistic or codependent relationship is only step one. The deeper work is unlearning the false beliefs that kept you there: “I’m not enough,” “I have to fix them,” “Love means sacrifice.”

Healing is worth it because you stop repeating cycles. You stop chasing approval. You stop mistaking crumbs for love.

Instead, you begin to:

  • Trust yourself again
  • Attract healthier relationships
  • Live from your authentic worth

One client put it best: “I thought leaving was the end of my story. But healing was the beginning of my freedom.”

Resources for Further Healing

If you’d like to explore more, here are helpful resources:

Share Your Story

Your journey matters. Have you experienced codependency or narcissistic abuse? What step in healing has been the hardest—or most rewarding—for you?

💬 Share your thoughts in the comments below. You never know who your story might inspire.

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You don’t have to figure this out alone. At Tranquil Balance Life Coaching, I help survivors of narcissistic abuse and codependency:

  • Break free from toxic cycles
  • Heal attachment wounds and inner child pain
  • Rebuild self-worth and boundaries
  • Step into secure, authentic love

✨ Schedule your free consultation today at www.healingmyfeelings.com

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Healing from Narcissistic Relationships: A Guide to Understanding, Growth, and Recovery

Healing from Narcissistic Relationships: A Guide to Understanding, Growth, and Recovery

Narcissistic relationships are among the most complex, draining, and damaging connections we can experience. Whether you’re still in one, recently out, or supporting someone navigating this dynamic, the effects can leave you questioning your worth, your instincts, and even your sense of reality. But here’s the truth: healing is not just possible—it’s transformative.

As someone who has been through this journey myself, I’ve learned that the path to recovery isn’t just about leaving the relationship; it’s about reclaiming yourself. This post will offer insight into the narcissistic dynamic, steps toward healing, and tools for both survivors and professionals to better navigate this terrain.

What Makes Narcissistic Relationships So Harmful?

At their core, narcissistic relationships operate on control, manipulation, and emotional neglect. Narcissists often use tactics like gaslighting, love-bombing, and silent treatments to maintain power. Over time, these behaviors erode your self-esteem and create a cycle of dependence.

For those who love a narcissist, the experience is like being in an emotional tug-of-war. They may show moments of charm and vulnerability that make you stay, only to flip the script when you least expect it. You end up walking on eggshells, constantly trying to meet their needs while losing sight of your own.

Professionals working with survivors often hear phrases like:

  • “I don’t even know who I am anymore.”
  • “I feel like everything is my fault.”
  • “I’m terrified of what they’ll do if I leave.”

These statements highlight the profound psychological and emotional toll of these relationships. Understanding the depth of this impact is crucial in providing effective support.

For Those Still in the Relationship

If you’re still in a narcissistic relationship, you might feel stuck or even unsure if what you’re experiencing is abuse. Here are some steps to take:

  1. Educate Yourself: Learn about narcissistic behaviors and patterns. Knowledge is power and can help you separate their manipulation from your truth.
  2. Set Boundaries: Start small. Practice saying “no” or expressing your needs, even if it feels uncomfortable.
  3. Build a Support System: Confide in trusted friends, family, or a professional who understands narcissistic abuse.
  4. Create an Exit Plan: If leaving feels impossible, start planning for it safely. This might mean saving money, documenting incidents, or seeking legal advice.

For Those on the Other Side

If you’ve left the relationship, first and foremost—congratulations. Walking away from a narcissist takes immense courage. But healing doesn’t end there. Many survivors struggle with guilt, shame, and a loss of identity after leaving.

Here’s how to begin rebuilding:

  • Reconnect with Yourself: Journaling, therapy, or working with a coach can help you rediscover who you are outside of the relationship.
  • Challenge Negative Self-Talk: Narcissists are masters at planting seeds of self-doubt. Replace those lies with affirmations rooted in your truth.
  • Surround Yourself with Positivity: Join support groups or communities of people who understand what you’ve been through. This connection can be a lifeline.
  • Seek Professional Help: Healing often requires guidance. Therapists and life coaches trained in narcissistic abuse recovery can provide tools and strategies to rebuild your confidence.

For Professionals Supporting Survivors

Whether you’re a therapist, counselor, or coach, working with survivors of narcissistic relationships requires compassion and a trauma-informed approach. Here’s how you can help:

  • Validate Their Experience: Many survivors feel dismissed or misunderstood. Affirm their reality and acknowledge their pain.
  • Focus on Empowerment: Shift the narrative from victimhood to resilience. Help clients set goals and regain their autonomy.
  • Understand Trauma Responses: Survivors may display hypervigilance, people-pleasing tendencies, or fear of confrontation. Tailor your approach to honor these responses without reinforcing them.
  • Encourage Healthy Attachments: Survivors often struggle with trust. Help them navigate relationships that feel safe and mutually supportive.

Healing Together

My own journey through narcissistic abuse led me to become a life coach specializing in this area. I’ve walked this path, felt the despair, and experienced the freedom on the other side. That’s why I’m so passionate about helping others not just survive but thrive.

Whether you’re still in the relationship, newly out, or supporting someone you care about, you don’t have to do this alone. Healing is possible, and it starts with small, intentional steps.

If you’re ready to take the next step, I’d love to help you. I offer personalized coaching sessions tailored to your unique needs, whether you’re navigating the aftermath of a toxic relationship or simply seeking to understand yourself better.

You deserve to heal. You deserve to thrive. You deserve to reclaim your life.

Let’s start this journey together.
Visit Healing My Feelings or email me at Info@healingmyfeelings.com to learn more.

Final Thoughts

Recovery from a narcissistic relationship isn’t easy, but it’s worth every ounce of effort. Remember, healing isn’t about changing the narcissist or understanding their behavior—it’s about rediscovering your strength and rebuilding your life.

To those still in the storm: you are stronger than you know. To those on the other side: your best days are ahead. And to the professionals supporting survivors: your work matters more than you can imagine.

Let’s heal, together.

Understanding Attachment Styles: How Love Addiction Attracts Narcissistic Relationships

In today’s complex dating world, the dynamic between love addiction and narcissistic relationships has gained significant attention. These toxic pairings often leave individuals feeling drained, emotionally manipulated, and trapped in unhealthy cycles. But why do certain attachment styles make some of us more susceptible to love addiction and the manipulation of narcissistic partners?

To fully understand this dynamic, we need to dive into attachment theory and examine how different attachment styles can shape our romantic relationships—and sometimes make us easy prey for narcissists.

Attachment Styles: The Blueprint of Our Relationships

Attachment styles, developed through early childhood interactions with caregivers, form the foundation for how we bond with others as adults. Psychologist John Bowlby and later researcher Mary Ainsworth pioneered the concept, which identifies four main attachment styles:

1. Secure Attachment: These individuals are comfortable with intimacy and trust, forming healthy, balanced relationships.

2. Anxious Attachment: People with this style fear abandonment and often become emotionally dependent, constantly seeking validation.

3. Avoidant Attachment: Avoidant individuals keep emotional distance and prefer independence over vulnerability.

4. Fearful-Avoidant (Disorganized) Attachment: This style is a mix of both anxious and avoidant tendencies, often rooted in trauma, causing intense internal conflict when it comes to intimacy.

While secure attachment tends to foster healthy and fulfilling relationships, those with anxious or fearful-avoidant attachment styles are often at higher risk of falling into the trap of love addiction—a compulsive need for romantic relationships—and finding themselves intertwined with narcissistic partners.

What Is Love Addiction?

Love addiction is not just about being infatuated or deeply in love—it’s an unhealthy obsession with the idea of love and romantic connection. Love addicts often feel incomplete without a partner and will endure unhealthy behaviors, including emotional neglect or abuse, just to maintain a relationship. They confuse intensity with intimacy, mistaking the highs and lows of volatile relationships for passionate love.

Key signs of love addiction include:

  • Fear of being alone or single
  • Constant need for validation from a romantic partner
  • Ignoring red flags or abusive behavior just to keep the relationship
  • Losing your sense of self within a relationship

For love addicts, being in a relationship is not about mutual growth or respect but about filling an emotional void that stems from low self-esteem or unresolved attachment wounds.

How Love Addiction Attracts Narcissistic Relationships

Narcissists thrive on admiration, attention, and control. They are experts at manipulating others, drawing them in with charm and grandiose gestures, only to later use their partners’ emotional vulnerabilities against them. This is where love addiction comes into play.

Individuals with an anxious or fearful-avoidant attachment style—who are prone to love addiction—often make perfect targets for narcissists. Why? Because narcissists can easily identify and exploit their deep-seated fear of abandonment, need for validation, and willingness to sacrifice themselves for the relationship.

Here’s how the cycle often plays out:

1. Love Bombing: In the early stages, a narcissist showers the love addict with affection, compliments, and attention. This triggers the love addict’s fear of abandonment and fulfills their craving for validation, creating a powerful emotional bond.

2. Manipulation: As the relationship progresses, the narcissist begins to withdraw affection, subtly criticize, and manipulate their partner, triggering anxiety and fear in the love addict. The love addict, desperate to return to the initial phase of idealization, tolerates the behavior in hopes of regaining the narcissist’s approval.

3. Trauma Bonding: The cycle of intermittent reinforcement—oscillating between affection and cruelty—creates a trauma bond, where the love addict becomes emotionally dependent on the narcissist, despite the pain they cause. The narcissist uses this bond to maintain control, knowing the love addict’s fear of being alone keeps them trapped.

4. Devaluation and Discard: Eventually, the narcissist may devalue or discard the love addict once they’ve extracted all the attention and admiration they need, leaving the love addict devastated and craving the narcissist’s validation even more.

This cycle is especially damaging for those with an anxious or disorganized attachment style, as it reinforces their underlying belief that love is conditional, and they must earn it by proving their worth.

Breaking the Cycle: Steps Toward Healing

The good news is that understanding your attachment style and the dangers of love addiction is the first step in breaking free from toxic, narcissistic relationships. Here’s how you can start the healing process:

1. Recognize the Patterns: Awareness is crucial. Identify the unhealthy patterns in your relationship and acknowledge how your attachment style may be contributing to your choices. If you notice you’re constantly seeking validation from a partner who is emotionally unavailable or manipulative, it’s time to reflect on the underlying reasons.

2. Build Emotional Independence: Love addiction often stems from a lack of self-worth. Begin focusing on your personal growth, building self-esteem, and learning to enjoy your own company. Practice setting boundaries and saying no to relationships that compromise your well-being.

3. Seek Therapy: Therapy, particularly attachment-based or trauma-informed therapy, can help you unpack childhood wounds and attachment issues that lead to love addiction. Working with a professional can provide the tools you need to foster healthier attachment patterns.

4. Surround Yourself with Support: Break free from isolation by leaning on friends, family, or support groups. Emotional support from non-romantic relationships is crucial for gaining perspective and healing from toxic relationships.

5. Rewire Your Attachment Style: While attachment styles are formed in childhood, they are not set in stone. With time, self-reflection, and therapy, you can shift toward a more secure attachment style, where love is based on mutual respect, trust, and emotional intimacy—free from the toxic patterns of love addiction and narcissistic manipulation.

Love addiction and narcissistic relationships often form a destructive and heartbreaking cycle, but breaking free is possible. By understanding how attachment styles influence your relationships, you can begin to heal, cultivate self-love, and create healthier connections. The journey may be challenging, but the reward—emotional freedom and genuine intimacy—is worth every step.

If you recognize these patterns in your own life, know that you are not alone. Healing is possible, and there is support available for you.

For more insight on healing from toxic relationships or to book a coaching session, visit www.stullerAM.blog or contact me at Info@healingmyfeelings.com.

L-O-V-E

The love bomb and the discard.
The devaluation cycle.
You go from on top of the world to the gutter really quick.
A little bit of bread crumbing in the middle to give you hope.
Just a tiny taste of the love they used to feed you.
Scraps really.
And it almost seemed like they were coming back.
The silent treatment.
A whole lot of the silent treatment.
Not being acknowledged at all.
Maybe ghosting.
What’s the real difference when all is said and done?
First, being called a “soul mate”. A “twin flame”. They waited their whole entire life to find you.
Then the stone walling.
The gaslighting.
The manipulation.
The lies.
You’ll never have to be alone again.
That’s the big lie.
It just sounds so appealing.
Perfect.
But somewhere deep down inside you knew that it was too good to be true.
But it was beautiful.
Magical.
Everything you ever wanted.
And you can’t fucking believe you fell for it, can you?
Was it real? Was it fake?
What about the feelings that you experienced?
Was it all in your head?
All in your heart?
Either way, you feel betrayed now. And of course, they telegraphed the whole break up.
Early on.
They pretty much told you exactly what they were going to do.
All the way down to how they were going to replace the supply.
You could see it in their patterns.
In the way that they talked about their exes.
Their family.
Possibly their boss.
Sometimes even their friends.
Maybe they outright told you.
But you were so enamored that you simply refused to believe what they were showing you.
Even as they spelled it out…. in crystal clear language.
Red flags.
Ignored.
So many red flags.
They certainly are hard to see through those rose-colored glasses, aren’t they?
And the whole experience feels dehumanizing, doesn’t it?
Suffering in silence.
Hoping they’d come back if you just suppressed every want.
Eliminated every need.
If you could just stop.
Stop your anxiety.
Stop the meltdowns.
You didn’t used to be like this.
Your nervous system is disregulated.
You haven’t cried this much in years.
And you try not to reach out, but of course you break down
and you do,
and you look crazy.
Each message obviously distraught.
You feel crazy too.
And I guess in a way you are.
That’s what they’d say, right?
Insanity is doing the same thing over and over expecting different results.
It was never going to change.
Face it, you knew they weren’t coming back.
But you have no fucking self-respect, do you?
You quieted your own needs.
Tried to be less YOU.
Begged.
Pleaded.
Groveled.
Just to be met with a wall of silence.
You willingly gave away your dignity.
And now you fucking hate people.
Don’t know how you will ever trust again?
Don’t worry.
You won’t.
At least not the way you trusted them.
And that’s a good thing in the long run.
Lessons can look an awful like love if you don’t pay close attention to the red flags .
And that’s what they were.
A lesson.
Wrapped in red flags.
Not love.
Just a really fucking hard lesson.

L-O-V-E

The love bomb and the discard. The devaluation cycle. You go from on top of the world to the gutter really quick. A little bit of bread crumbing in the middle to give you hope. Just a tiny taste of the love they used to feed you. Scraps really. And it almost seemed like they were coming back. The silent treatment. A whole lot of the silent treatment. Not being acknowledged at all. Maybe ghosting. What’s the real difference when all is said and done? First, being called a “soul mate”. A “twin flame”. They waited their whole entire life to find you. Then the stone walling. The gaslighting. The manipulation. The lies. You’ll never have to be alone again. That’s the big lie. It just sounds so appealing. Perfect. But somewhere deep down inside you knew that it was too good to be true. But it was beautiful. Magical. Everything you ever wanted. And you can’t fucking believe you fell for it, can you? Was it real? Was it fake? What about the feelings that you experienced? Was it all in your head? All in your heart? Either way, you feel betrayed now. And of course, they telegraphed the whole break up. Early on. They pretty much told you exactly what they were going to do. All the way down to how they were going to replace the supply. You could see it in their patterns. In the way that they talked about their exes. Their family. Possibly their boss. Sometimes even their friends. Maybe they outright told you. But you were so enamored that you simply refused to believe what they were showing you. Even as they spelled it out…. in crystal clear language. Red flags. Ignored. So many red flags. They certainly are hard to see through those rose colored glasses, aren’t they? And the whole experience feels dehumanizing, doesn’t it? Suffering in silence. Hoping they’d come back if you just suppressed every want. Eliminated every need. If you could just stop. Stop your anxiety. Stop the meltdowns. You didn’t used to be like this. Your nervous system is disregulated. You haven’t cried this much in years. And you try not to reach out, but of course you break down and you do, and you look crazy. Each message obviously distraught. You feel crazy too. And I guess in a way you are.That’s what they’d say, right? Insanity is doing the same thing over and over expecting different results. It was never gonna change. Face it, you knew they weren’t coming back. But you have no fucking self respect, do you? You quieted your own needs. Tried to be less you. Begged. Pleaded. Groveled. Just to be met with a wall of silence. You willingly gave away your dignity. And now you fucking hate people. Don’t know how you will ever trust again. Don’t worry. You won’t. At least not the way you trusted them. And that’s a good thing in the long run. Lessons can look an awful like like love if you don’t pay close attention to the red flags they’re wearing. And that’s what they were. A lesson. Wrapped in red flags. Not love. Just a really fucking hard lesson.

Surviving a Relationship & the Effects of the Trauma Bond

I’m asked what my obsession is with trauma bonds and toxic relationships. There is no obsession. I suppose it’s my drive to point out the signs that should be noticed. Think of it as a P.S.A. for you to be on the lookout for yourself or your friends. I wish my friends would have approached me with this; I’d more than likely still have them but instead they decided to create a Facebook group of how the person I was with was bad, but they failed to tell me that. They also thought of ways for me to get away from him but never acted out. I hope you have friends with a stronger backbone than the ones I had. Think of this as me saving yourself and the friendships that apparently meant more to you.

Toxic relationships can have a profound impact on our mental, emotional, and even physical well-being. When stuck in a toxic relationship, individuals often find themselves trapped in a cycle of abuse, manipulation, and emotional turmoil. One aspect that further complicates the process of leaving a toxic relationship is the presence of a trauma bond. In this blog post, we will explore the concept of a trauma bond and provide insights into how to survive a toxic relationship. Trauma bonds are formed when an individual is exposed to repeated cycles of abuse, manipulation, and emotional distress. This bond can create a sense of loyalty and even love for the abuser, making it incredibly difficult to leave the toxic relationship. In order to break free from the toxic cycle, it is essential to understand the effects of trauma bonds and develop strategies for recovery.

Understanding Toxic Relationships:

A toxic relationship is characterized by consistent patterns of abuse, control, and manipulation. It can be emotionally, mentally, or physically abusive, leaving the victim feeling trapped and powerless. The effects of a toxic relationship can be far-reaching, affecting one’s self-esteem, confidence, and overall mental health. It is crucial to recognize the signs of a toxic relationship to begin the healing process. Seeking help is an important step in escaping a toxic relationship. It can be helpful to reach out to a trusted friend, family member, or therapist who can provide emotional support and guidance. It is also important to remember that no one deserves to be in an abusive relationship. Being in a toxic relationship is like being in quicksand; the more you struggle, the further you sink, and it’s hard to get out without help. It’s important to reach out to those who can provide support and guidance in order to break free and begin the healing process.

The Trauma Bond:

A trauma bond is an intense emotional connection that forms between a victim and an abuser. This bond is typically established in the midst of traumatic experiences, where the victim becomes emotionally dependent on the abuser. The abuser uses intermittent reinforcement, alternating between kindness and cruelty, to create an addictive cycle that keeps the victim emotionally tied to them, making it incredibly challenging to break free. The concept of trauma bonding was first explored in the 1980s by Donald G. Dutton and Susan L. Painter in the context of abusive relationships and battered women. This work was then further studied in contexts of parent-child relationships, sexual exploitation, and more.

Effects of a Trauma Bond:

Being trapped in a trauma bond can have severe consequences for the victim’s mental and emotional well-being. Some common effects of trauma bonds include:

1. Cognitive Dissonance: Victims often experience conflicting thoughts and emotions, struggling to reconcile the abuser’s abusive behavior with the intermittent acts of kindness they receive. This cognitive dissonance can cause confusion, self-doubt, and difficulty in making decisions.

2. Emotional Dependency: The victim becomes emotionally reliant on the abuser, seeking validation and approval from them. This dependency can lead to a loss of self-identity and an erosion of self-worth.

3. Isolation: Abusers often isolate their victims, cutting them off from friends, family, and support networks. This isolation further strengthens the trauma bond, making it harder for the victim to seek help or escape the toxic relationship.

Surviving a Toxic Relationship:

While escaping a toxic relationship and breaking the trauma bond can be challenging, it is crucial to prioritize your well-being and start the healing journey. Here are some steps to consider:

1. Recognize the Signs: Educate yourself about the signs of a toxic relationship and understand the dynamics of a trauma bond. 0 This knowledge will empower you to identify and acknowledge the situation you are in.

2. Seek Support: Reach out to trusted friends, family members, or professionals who can provide emotional support and guidance. They can offer a fresh perspective and help you through the healing process.

3. Establish Boundaries: Set clear boundaries with your abuser and enforce them. This may involve limiting or cutting off contact, blocking them on social media platforms, or seeking a restraining order if necessary.*

4. Focus on Self-Care: Prioritize self-care activities that promote your well-being, such as exercise, therapy, meditation, or engaging in hobbies that bring you joy. Taking care of yourself will aid in your healing process.

5. Professional Help: Consider seeking therapy or counseling to navigate the emotional challenges associated with a toxic relationship. In order to overcome the trauma bond, you will need guidance, support, and tools from a therapist to allow you to rebuild your life after it was destroyed by trauma.

Surviving a toxic relationship and breaking free from a trauma bond is a courageous journey. It requires self-awareness, resilience, and a commitment to your own well-being. Remember, you are not alone, and there is support available to help you through this difficult time. By recognizing the signs, seeking support, and prioritizing self-care, regain your strength, heal, and create a healthier, happier life beyond the toxic relationship.
You can take back your power and reclaim your life. You are worthy of the effort, and you are capable of completing the process. As Eleanor Roosevelt once said: “No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.”