The love bomb and the discard. The devaluation cycle. You go from on top of the world to the gutter really quick. A little bit of bread crumbing in the middle to give you hope. Just a tiny taste of the love they used to feed you. Scraps really. And it almost seemed like they … Continue reading L-O-V-E
Category: Thought Box
Need a Little Help and Lots of Prayers
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Narcissistic Abuse
Poison Paradise
why we hold onto toxicity
The start of something HUGE
Just a little something I'm working on. Will I post more about this in the future? Who knows but here's a baby step to my personal path towards healing. It gets better. It has to... Right?
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Mission Control
It's been a while since I've had the chance to write. I take that back, I've had chances, but I was distracted. There are things I don't share about my life (shocking, eh?) I'm generally an open book but it's not that I want privacy. It's the fact that I hide my shame. I'm filled … Continue reading Mission Control
Consistently Inconsistent
I was always the person who you could count on to finish any project. If you saw my name in the group, you'd notice the smiles because they knew they wouldn't have to do anything. When I saw the smiles, I thought they really wanted to work with me because I had this incredible insight. … Continue reading Consistently Inconsistent
Anticipation
We can never know about the days to comeBut we think about them anywayAnd I wonder if I'm really with you nowOr just chasing after some finer day Anticipation- Carly Simon That song keeps playing through my mind today as I wait to see what unfolds.Something you don't know about me is that I fell … Continue reading Anticipation
Peek-A-Boo
New posts every week? I'd say that I may have promised too much. In reality, it's not a lot to ask of, but it's definitely hard when the heart changes. A certain someone is back in my life .It's a happiness that is hard to describe. I am happy, don't get me wrong. I am … Continue reading Peek-A-Boo




