Mission Control
It's been a while since I've had the chance to write. I take that back, I've had chances, but I was distracted. There are things I don't share about my life (shocking, eh?) I'm generally an open book but it's not that I want privacy. It's the fact that I hide my shame. I'm filled … Continue reading Mission Control
Consistently Inconsistent
I was always the person who you could count on to finish any project. If you saw my name in the group, you'd notice the smiles because they knew they wouldn't have to do anything. When I saw the smiles, I thought they really wanted to work with me because I had this incredible insight. … Continue reading Consistently Inconsistent
Anticipation
We can never know about the days to comeBut we think about them anywayAnd I wonder if I'm really with you nowOr just chasing after some finer day Anticipation- Carly Simon That song keeps playing through my mind today as I wait to see what unfolds.Something you don't know about me is that I fell … Continue reading Anticipation
Should I Stay or Should I Go Now?
Rather than the Clash song coming to mind, I can't help but hear Mystikal say "hit it one time you're hooked. They call me the pu$$% crook" In all seriousness, what makes us stay in a relationship that others label as toxic? When you think about it, we're only sharing our side of the story. … Continue reading Should I Stay or Should I Go Now?
Peek-A-Boo
New posts every week? I'd say that I may have promised too much. In reality, it's not a lot to ask of, but it's definitely hard when the heart changes. A certain someone is back in my life .It's a happiness that is hard to describe. I am happy, don't get me wrong. I am … Continue reading Peek-A-Boo
Daily Thrive
What makes you most anxious? Easy enough, right? F-A-I-L-I-N-G It's the one thing I don't want to do, yet I feel as if I am almost every day. I'm proud of who I am. I love myself, but I feel I've let everyone I know down. what makes you Anxious?
Lowered Expectations
Growing up I always had this image of the 'Perfect Man: Stuller Edition"In the beginning, there were height requirements, jawline requirements (don't judge me), past relationship evaluations , Life Goals PowerPoint, BIG PICTURE attitude, just a bunch of stuff...I then realized, the image I created will never exist.At this point, I hear "valid driver's license", … Continue reading Lowered Expectations
Sincere Hypocrite
Yeah, Yeah, I know what you're thinking, but i definitely do feel like one this Saturday evening. I help others while helping myself get through this thing called "Life'. Growing up, this is not how I would have imagined or planned things to be. I should be some kick ass attorney in New York, living … Continue reading Sincere Hypocrite
If Only I Knew Then What I Know Now
How many times have we said this to ourselves? I never once believed in regrets because there was no use in having them since you can't change the past so why dwell on it? The one thing I wish that I could get past is all the money I've spent, wasted & lost...especially regarding cancer. … Continue reading If Only I Knew Then What I Know Now
